Clare's Blogg

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Sunday, July 29, 2012

My mummy

Today, 2 years ago the world lost the most amazing woman ever. I miss my mum so much every single day. I still don't think I fully comprehend that I will never see her again. She is still so real in my memory. I still have to stop myself picking up the phone to call her when something happens in my life and remind myself as I walk through the door at dad's house, mum won't be there.

One of the happiest days of my year, was yesterday - Chloe's first birthday, it is then followed by the saddest day of my year the 2nd anniversary of mum passing away. Last year I did not truly have my time to grieve the first anniversary! It has been a very difficult month.

Although it has been an amazing 12 months having Chloe, it has also been so difficult without my mum, who would have been there for me. It has been so hard without her support, I just miss her so much and am just so sad that my baby girl will never get to meet her Ginny.

I thought I would share my little tribute to mum, the words I shared at her funeral. I had planned to share this at her first anniversary, however, I was unable to being in hospital with Chloe.

I love you mummy so much and wish you were here!